Been Busy

I know it's been about 3 weeks since I posted. I am sorry I haven't posted but I have not only been busy but just not feeling like blogging. Since the last time I posted I had a very busy week. Jake is in FFA and raising a steer so last week was time to take it to fair: for weigh in, market show(which he won 2nd in this), showmanship, and auction. This started Tuesday and didn't end until Sunday. So, it was off to work by 7:15 am, after work it was up to the fair grounds, then not home until around 10:00 pm or later. I was totally exhausted!  Then the next week Henry was here and I hadn't seen him for over a month. I wasn't on the computer much at all.

I have been weighing in but nothing has changed. I am actually very surprised about that because I haven't been doing anything to help it out. I haven't exercised at all in 2 1/2 weeks, but I haven't gained a pound. I even put on some of my jeans last week and they weren't tight any more, they are actually a bit loose.

I plan on getting back on the "horse" next week.

I have had some days of not eating great. Like today I had a bad day at work, came home to my son doing something he shouldn't be at my house, then it was off to put gas in my car. While doing that I had a very rude man come up to and say some very inappropriate things. One of them hurt me so much. He said no man would want me do to my looks and my size. This shouldn't have really bothered me because I have been dating the same person for 3 years now, but it did. So I went to the store and bought a doughnut. I found myself yet again eating all my feelings. It is one thing that has been the hardest thing to change.

I have an official appointment with my neurosurgeon on November 4th. I can't say I have ever been scared and excited all at the same time in a long time.