I have to say the last 3 weeks have been so difficult for me. For one, I haven't had my ambien because the insurance company decided they didn't want to cover it any more. Then, my doctor was out for the last 3 weeks. So, this has led to me not sleeping for 3 weeks now. I have no energy at all to get me going. I can't blame it all on lack of sleep though, I will admit that I have been lazy too. Thankfully my doctor is back and just called in a generic form of ambien and I am so hoping that tonight I finally get some much need sleep.
The second reason it hasn't been well for me lately is I am having a lot of emotional stress. Both in my finances and in my relationship. I am trying to figure out how to deal with the next few month and my income being cut in 1/2 by May. It is so stressing thinking about how you can manage to have the surgery you need but don't want to end up living in your car. I won't go into my relationship issues but I am not sure still how that will turn out.
Because of all these problems I haven't been working out and I have been overeating. I hoping I can get passed all of this and get back on the right tract. I am sure getting some sleep will help with it, but I need to get everything worked out and get out of this funk!
I hope I haven't disappointed anyone or let anyone down. I am so sorry.
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